You’ll Be There

It was April 1, 2002, around 9:45 a.m.  I was at work, the librarian for our local elementary school.   I began feeling slightly light-headed, slightly nauseous and somewhat concerned.  By 10:30 a.m. I had notified the teacher whose class had come in for Library Class, as well as our secretary, that things were escalating in my system for whatever reason.

Long story short, by the end of May a tumor had been located in the region of my left ear (Acoustic Neuroma) and needed to come out.  It was small, but would double in size over and over if not removed.

I had never had nor needed surgery, and this was rather daunting to face.  There would be a regular surgeon AND a brain surgeon in attendance as part of my skull behind my left ear had to be removed and the tumor accessed near the brain.

Well, nerves and fear and questions hit from time to time.  One day when I was overly concerned, I sat in our rocking chair and was praying for guidance and peace once again.  The Lord dropped into my heart the assurance that He would be there with me.  He even started giving me a message in prose and the music to go with… and it became this song, “You’ll Be There” that I will share below.

As the words to the second verse formed in my mind, I could picture a dark sky and rough, stormy ocean with an old-time fishing vessel making its way through the waves.  Then, what joy, there at the front, standing boldly erect with hand raised and pointing straight ahead into the dense dark fog, stood Jesus…showing the way.

What a peace descended into my heart!  God reminded me that whatever the situation, whether I can make sense of it or see the way from here or not, He is there with me, guiding the direction to go and pointing out the safe way to head even in the rough and turbulent times of my life.

How loved we are, for our patient and gentle Father to listen to our hearts’ cries, gently calming the fears of His children.  He does not condemn nor rebuke us, but lovingly reminds us we are not alone, even when He leads us through the storm, rather than calming it.  Without correcting us He speaks peace to our hearts and reminds us we are not alone.  He is faithful, ever ready to answer the cries of His children and comfort with His presence.   Yes, it is a comfort to know He’ll be there with us through the storms of life.

 

YOU’LL BE THERE

Lord I don’t know what lies ahead

Sometimes my heart is filled with dread

But this one thing I know—You’ll be there

Guiding my feet along the way

Holding my hand from day to day

Thanks, Lord, for I know You’ll be there.

 

When bad news comes to overwhelm

I see You standing at the helm

It comforts me to know You are there

You show the way that’s safe to go

Through journeys rough it’s good to know

I do not walk alone — You are there.

 

Copyright 2002 by Patricia A. Hunter

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Seek Ye First

SEEK YE FIRST

 

We sit alone and wonder, “Lord, when will my turn be?”

When all the while He’s calling, “Child, come; spend time with me.”

“Seek ye first the Kingdom,” is what we’re called to do

“And then,” He says, “these other things will be added unto you.”

 

We want the Lord to hear us, when we turn to Him and cry,

Yet to yield and do His bidding, we only weakly try.

There’s so much to distract us: our daily work and play–

That to our heavenly father, we seldom stop to pray.

 

We mean to do His bidding, and answer to His call,

But easily lose focus.  Our strength indeed is small.

Oh Father please forgive us.  Cause us to understand

The importance of obeying, and fulfilling our Master’s plan.

 

For souls about us are dying without a shred of hope.

They have no faith in Jesus, they don’t know how to cope.

They’re lost without a compass, so tired–in need of rest.

They do not know God loves them, and offers them His best.

 

That’s why we need God’s power to live His love each day

To shine God’s light upon the path for those who have lost their way.

His strength in us is perfect when our weakness we give to Him

He takes the foolish of this world to confound those who need Him.

 

Let’s lay aside the habits and things that now sidetrack

That keep us from God’s purpose, let’s to His will turn back.

It takes an effort on our part.  God does not do it all.

“Lord, we repent and turn to You.  Be thou our all in all.”

 

–written January 7, 2007.  Pat Hunter.